Review of Rainbow Milk by Paul Mendez – A Heartfelt, Raw Debut That Packs a Punch
kevinrunsblog.com–Review of Rainbow Milk by Paul Mendez.Rainbow Milk, the debut novel by Paul Mendez, is a powerful, emotionally charged story that commands attention. This isn’t just a novel; it’s an experience. With an unflinching look at love, identity, and survival, Mendez’s first book is bound to leave an impression. Take a bow, Paul Mendez.
Warning: Rainbow Milk Novel Doesn’t Hold Back
Let’s address it up front: Rainbow Milk is unapologetically vivid in parts. Mendez writes with intensity and passion, pulling no punches as he explores the intense desires of Jesse, the young man at the center of this tale. Sensitive readers, beware—this one might make you blush.
A Backdrop of Struggle and Identity
The story starts fifty years back with a young Jamaican couple, part of the Windrush generation, grappling with their choice to leave their Caribbean home for England’s industrial Midlands. Their story of racism, dashed dreams, and cultural isolation gives Rainbow Milk a somber, reflective depth. This backdrop sets the scene for the turbulent life of Jesse, their future descendent.
Jesse’s Journey: Finding Purpose Amidst Isolation
At the heart of Rainbow Milk is Jesse, a young Black man raised in a Jehovah’s Witness community. Estranged from his mother and white stepfather, he faces a harsh life in the Black Country before fleeing to London, where he discovers he can use his body to survive. Mendez’s portrayal of Jesse’s struggles is raw and painful, from rejection by his mother to his battles with religious beliefs.
Love, Loss, and Resilience
Mendez masterfully conveys Jesse’s desperation for connection, leading to an ill-fated advance on a fellow Witness, resulting in his expulsion. This painful event sets Jesse on a path to London, where he encounters both the challenging and comforting sides of love and survival. Through difficult encounters and short-lived relationships, Jesse navigates his identity and the looming threat of illness.
Among the chaos, a genuine love story emerges with Owen, a man who seems to care for Jesse in a way others haven’t. Through Owen, Jesse discovers new music—Joy Division, Public Image Ltd—and a piece of himself he hadn’t known before. Together, they provide glimpses of hope in an otherwise gritty journey.
A Debut Novel Worth Reading
The story, while difficult at times, is undeniably captivating. Mendez’s ability to blend Jesse’s anguish, isolation, and hope into one narrative makes Rainbow Milk a powerful read. Music also serves as a welcome reprieve, as Jesse connects with R&B, soul, and alternative sounds that add emotional texture to his journey.
This is a debut with a rare force. Paul Mendez has crafted a story that celebrates resilience, identity, and the pursuit of self-acceptance.
Read Rainbow Milk if you’re ready for a heartbreaking yet empowering journey. PS: The title is not what you might think!